danny asked mee out on the 4th <3
i am soo happyy! he is amazingg(:
he makees mee soo happyy, he makees mee smilee from ear to ear(:
he alwayss knows what to sayy & how to do thingg!
he givees mee the bestest butterfliees<3
he is just amazingg! i would not want any other person, just him<3
well i am reallyy bored! just waitingg until i havee to leavee at 6:30, but it seems likee todayy is goingg by sooo slow! ):
& i am not even goingg to see dannyy, becausee i havee to babyysitt! maybee i’ll stop by his housee after <3
yay, i start college on the 15th! i am soo excited, but a little scared, but i hopee i likee itt(: it seems good for mee!
i wanna start goingg to church(: i think it will be good for mee. maybee i can get danny to goo with mee(; i wish he will! that would makee mee soo happyy(:
well it is soo hot! i can’t wait for winter! i hatee how hot it iss! i lovee winter! i lovee the fashion & the cold <3 cuddlingg weather(:
ahh! well imma goo watch tv & playy with my doggiees (:
goodbyye! (:
<3
i haven’t been on here in a whilee! but i was just thinking about itt(: soo i wanted to comee writee a few thingss! i am going to just writee aboutt mee & my lifee(:
- i am 17, birthday on September 26th(:
- i graduated high school, going to college, then maybee nursingg school!(:
- i have a bigg familyy, that i lovee, even though theey get pretty annoyingg(;
- i havee six dogss, Bailey, Chy, Reba, Bella, Jack, & Maverick(: & i want a million moree<3
- i havee two kittens, Krystal & Olivee<3 theey mean the mostt to mee!(:
- my favoritee color is yellow(:
- i met this amazing guyy named daniel, he makees mee soo happyy(: & i plan to go far with him in my lifee<3
- i usee to be a cheerleader, but youu can’t takee the cheer out of the girl<3
- i lovee meetingg new people!
- i lovee the beach(:
- i lovee sunsets<3
- i lovee it when people makee mee laugh!(:
- i lovee music, mostlyy countryy<3
- i lovee watchingg moviees(:
- i lovee cuddlee, with dannyy(:
- i lovee clothess!(:
- i want to go to New York, Hawaii, San Fransisco, Florida, Romee, & a few other placess(:
- i can not wait until i movee out, havee a job, & start an amazingg familyy(:
- i am a happyy personnn(:
i could go on about my lifee(: but there is soo much to learn that can’t be learned from just typingg it all out! soo get to know mee, if youu’d likee(:
i’m ohhhh sooo overrr youuuu(: youu areee soooo stupid!
i want to fix thingss at least to be civil & all youu wanna do is fightt! i only fight for thingss when there is hopee on the other sidee looking mee in the eyes. i don’t see that with youu anymoreee! i’m donee hurting, crying, trying, being sad, getting mad, fighting with youu, fighting over youu! i’m DONEE!
i can’t takee the pain anymoreee! i’m sorry if i hurt youuu but youu left mee pain in wayss i never knew i could havee pain! but now i know. thankyouu for teaching mee to be a better person. youu taught mee to be strong among other thingss.
i’ve decided it is my timee, to let goo! & my timee to GET over youu! i hopee youu have an amazing lifee with an amazing timee & family. i lovee youu & youur family. i hopee that onee day we can make up & be over all this, but now isn’t thee timee. maybee we can becomee friends again, onee dayy.
i’m sorry.
goodbyee!
i hate when i am sad or upset & i go talk to someone, then they just makee mee feel moree likee crap. i hate that! if i go to youu, i want youu to try & make mee feel better or something, not be mean or stupid. people aree stupid, i’m donee with them(;
hmm; so i haven’t wrote on here in forever & i’m pretty bored right now. i havee a gamee tonight & i am sitting here waiting for my mom to get up so she can do my hair, i’m just in my cheer uniform! all ready, but not my hair(;
i want something new in my life! pleasee. i do nothing all day, just cheer & school. watch kids, homeework. i want to have something new<3
i am writing this as a letter to youu, up in heaven! August 15th, 2010!
it is hard to live knowing youu aren’t here anymore. to think about youu, i just start crying, because i wish i could have known youu moree. i wish i could have been older & experience life with youu. my mom always told mee how youu were(are) a great person, youu were(was) a great grandpa. i wish i could just talk to youu & get to know youu. i wanna know everything about youu! i know that youu love fishing, youu lovee fixing things & carss, youu love airplaness! youu lovee longg hair. youu lovee youur girlss(:
my memories of youu;;
"God can do anything , as long as you believe he can :D !"
"a women isn’t all that different from a bonfire . a fire is a beautiful thing . something you can’t take your eyes off , when it’s burning . if you can keep it contained , it’ll throw light & heat for you . it’s only when it gets out of control that you have to go on the offensive . :)"
— A sister’s keeper , the book . Brain Fitzgerald [the dad] .